I am out - that is...Maxi+Mum is out of my mind and into the world! I cannot tell you how vulnerable this feels. When I was growing up, vulnerability was seen as a weakness in my house, coming from a military up-bringing by parents of the 60's. Mind you - we did share feelings, but normally in a reactive, explosive way, than collectively laugh about it or turn it into a funny situation. As I have grown I have physically felt vulnerability as over-whelming and exhaustive. I would rather sleep and let it pass. Emotionally I used it to constantly seek acceptance by others, even those very close to me. I have now come to the mindset that vulnerability is required, but it is not at the centre of everything, courage however is!
In the last couple of days I felt these weaker ideas of vulnerability slip through, I had a cry, stated things like, "If I cannot reach this $100 000 goal, everyone will now I am a failure?" Funny thing is, it has taken my 17 year old daughter, with the back up from her little sister that brought me back to reality. I was reminded that it may take time, people are generally good and want to do good. Just put it out there mum, and it will come back at you ten-fold. Where and when did my children gain this wisdom?
So 'putting it out there' has become one of my mantras for 2019. I actually had the privilege of hearing one of Australia's top voice over artist and speaker at a conference last week. I reached out via email and could not believe in her busy schedule she got back to me and has offered support. Many of you may know her by voice only, as she was doing Australian commercials for 44 years, voiced Blinky Bill and 6 other female characters on the show, is ALL the female characters on 'How Green Was My Cactus", was the St George Bank phone banking voice and many more. PLUS...she knows and embraces the power of words. Please check her out if you are curious @ www.robynmoore.com.au
I was also sent a message from a very close friend attached to a photo that stated, "Did you teach this guy?" It just so happened that I did, when he was about 13. Now he is in his early 20's and has started a media business after he completed uni. He bases his short form videos on stories that have a positive impact on the world. So...I reached out! He came back immediately and believe it or not, he actually had Leukaemia when he was 4. He and his family know first-hand the impact of this disease.
So here we go, my first blog...see you out there!